Jul 17, 2010 | By: LuvLea1

Chapter 46


Michelle Bradley was wearing a cheap bathrobe and sitting on top of an ugly yellow, orange and brown bedspread – a throwback from the seventies – that covered the lumpy mattress. She had woken up an hour ago in order to make a phone call and immediately fell back to sleep next to an incredibly handsome man. In all truth, she knew that Mateo's physique wasn't the only reason that she was in that bed. There was another. And although she was often passed over as being completely naive, Michelle had long since suspected Mateo's reasons for wanting to be lying next to her.

Late last night – or early morning to be exact – after the two had spent the last remaining energy they had left and collapsed on the bed in the daze of post-sex bliss, Mateo casually asked her to do him a 'favor'. Michelle knew that he truly believed that she wouldn't over-think the issue, but in fact, it revealed an insight into his motives for being in this dive of a motel. Nevertheless, she did as she was asked the moment she woke up that morning without second guessing it; an action she applauded herself for later, when she saw what was lying on that ugly bedspread.

Michelle sat there, speechless. In front of her was an extraordinarily exquisite diamond bracelet that she knew – without a doubt – must have cost more than a few months worth of her wages at the hospital. And as naive as she was thought to be, she knew the bracelet must have accompanied them on their 'date' last night. Whether she was being bought, or rewarded, it didn't really matter to her. She was going to keep her mouth shut and enjoy a moment that she had previously only ever dreamed of having.

Mateo placed the diamonds around the stunned nurse's wrist and carefully fastened the clasp. "I hope you like it," he said in a smooth voice. "The first of many beautiful things for such a beautiful woman."

"I... It's..." Michelle stuttered. "I don't even know how to..."

"No need, your expression says it all."

"I've never owned anything so... so..."

"That's a shame, really." Mateo slid next to her on the bed and pulled her down with him, holding her close. "Expensive jewelry suits you rather well."

The young blonde could only blush in response.

"So..." Mateo continued as he brushed long, golden strands of hair over Michelle's shoulder. "You were able to make that phone call, yes?"

The woman rolled towards him. "Yeah, I did it while you were still sleeping."
Mateo tried not to sound too pleased with having everything fall into place in his mischievous plan. "And how did it go?" he asked.

"Um... I guess it went well. I mean, I said everything you told me to say."

"Excellent." Mateo leaned closer and showed his appreciation in small kisses along her sensitive neck.

"But... " she hesitated. "No matter who I pretended to be, it won't be very long until they realize that what I said it isn't true."

"Well, we don't actually know for certain that it isn't true. I just want to make sure that the coroner rules out any other causes of death. My father was a very wealthy man, Michelle. That means he could have been a target for foul-play. If you were me, wouldn't you want to know exactly what happened?"

"I guess," Michelle answered. "But just so that you know, the toxicology screening won't be a priority on the list for an older man who has died of an apparent natural cause. Even if I just ordered one, it won't be done right away... not without police involvement."

"Then perhaps the police should get involved."

"How are you going to manage that?"

Mateo brushed light fingertips down her bare arm, from her shoulder to her bejeweled wrist. "I supposed I would need help with that."

Michelle suddenly pushed back slightly. "Look, using the Chief of Staff's name and ordering an unnecessary tox screen is one thing, but –"

"You wouldn't be doing anything wrong," the scheming man interrupted. "You'd only be speeding up the process. If there is a chance that my father's death wasn't due to natural causes, we'd be doing the police a favor by finding that out sooner, am I right?"

Michelle didn't look convinced. "So you really believe that someone murdered your father?"

Not at all, but all I need is a suspicion of guilt... the media will do the rest, he thought to himself.

"My father was about to make a decision about a major business deal... one that had the potential to make some people very wealthy, and other'... well... not as wealthy as they would like. He died right before announcing that decision."

"So... all of this is just to see if anyone did anything to stop a decision from being made..." Michelle calculated.

"Exactly. And an anonymous tip to the police regarding information into the death of Antonio Rivera... well, that would get the ball rolling with the blood tests, wouldn't it?"
Michelle nodded.

"You'll help me out, then?"

She paused briefly but ended up nodding her consent. Mateo wrapped her in his arms. She wrapped hers around his neck, and focused her gaze on the wrist that was behind his left shoulder.

The moment the sunlight shone through one of the diamonds, she made the made the choice to let the bright light blind her better judgment.

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Olivia was throwing clothing and souvenirs into the suitcases on her bed – creating quite a large mountain of disarray – when she heard insistent knocking at the door. Instinctively knowing who would be on the other side, she opened it and confirmed her assumption with a deep sigh.

"Wow. So bad news travels even faster than good, I see," she said as she turned on her heels without welcoming the man in from the hallway.

Andrew had rushed to Olivia's suite the moment Greg informed him of her rash decision. As her financial adviser, Andrew had some urgent business advice to give. As a long-time friend, however, Andrew had a few choice words for Olivia; words which not too many employees could get away with saying and still manage to see another workday.

He said nothing as he entered the hotel room and closed the door, nor as he followed the blonde to her bedroom, where he witnessed a chaotic cat-fight with a carry-on.

Olivia pulled on the uncooperative zipper of the smaller bag until she heard one of its teeth snap off, thus ending the battle. She threw the case on the bed, turned to face Andrew, and took a deep breath; willing herself to calm down slightly.

"I'm not crazy," she said as evenly as possible.

"A professional second opinion may be required," Andrew answered.

"I know what I'm doing. I have everything under control."

"Throwing away the opportunity for a multi-million dollar merger with one of the world's leading luxury hotel brands? Yes, a completely sane entrepreneurial tactic if I ever saw one."

Olivia shrugged off the sarcasm and moved to the closet once again. "See... the keyword there was 'opportunity'. There isn't such a thing with this deal, so it doesn't matter anymore, does it?"

"What are you talking about?"

The defeated woman leaned her forehead against the closet doorframe. "What was I even thinking, Andrew? What is the Beacon compared to the Empire?" She slid the closet door closed and moved over to the vanity table. With one pass she swept most of her makeup into a cosmetics bag. "Why would the Empire need us?" she asked quietly as she paused to look in the mirror for a moment. "It doesn't," Olivia said with helplessness in her voice. She finished at the vanity and walked past Andrew. "She doesn't need me!"

The tall man hesitated as he tried to take in what Olivia had just said, then followed her to the bathroom. He leaned against the doorframe and folded his arms. "Okay... How, exactly, do you propose we break the news to the shareholders that you're trashing this mega deal because the new owner of the Empire doesn't want to be your girlfriend?"

Olivia slammed a cabinet door and spun around to face him. "This has nothing to do with that!" She tried her best to sound indignant, though she knew there was some truth behind the accusation.

"You've been able to seduce many into helping advance your various schemes and dreams. You tried your luck with a girl this time and failed. So now you're quitting?"

The comment caused an instant rush of heat to the angry woman's cheeks. Olivia walked towards Andrew and stopped within inches from him.

"I'm going to pretend that you didn't just call me a whore," she said slowly; her gaze burned into his.

"Your bedroom eyes didn't get you very far... big deal... come up with a more feasible game plan!"

"You're an asshole!"

"Whatever happened with Natalia, it is over. And now you're gonna sulk like a broken-hearted teenager?"

"Get out of my way!"

"You're taking your company down with you." Andrew knew he was being harsh but he needed Olivia to admit the truth behind her actions – for her sake more than his own.

Olivia pushed her way out of the bathroom. "She doesn't need this, Andrew!" she said bitterly as she headed for the living-room. Again, Andrew pursued her.

"And what is 'this', exactly?" he asked.

Olivia flopped down on the couch. "The merger... the Beacon... everything! She's just lost her father. This is all too much for her right now."

"That sounds like an excellent reason to postpone a business deal, NOT pull it away completely."

"I've made my decision."

"Because of a girl!" Andrew said, exasperatedly. "God, Olivia, I've done some stupid things for women, but this trumps ALL of them."

"It just isn't going to happen." Olivia slouched back into the couch.

"What are we talking about now? The merger of the hotels? Or sex with Natalia?"

Olivia glared at her friend. "Fuck you!"

"If I'm still your type, sure... why not?"

Olivia pinched the bridge of her nose. "You can let yourself out. I'm finished discussing this." She folded her arms and stared at the coffee-table in front of her.

Andrew could see that he wouldn't be able to talk any sense into her.

"Letting go of the merger so that Natalia has less to worry about right now... that's a twistedly valiant – though incredibly stupid – thing to do."

"Thanks... I think."

"Leaving LA so that she can forget about what's happening between the two of you, however... not as fool-proof an idea as you may think."

Olivia didn't respond.

"It takes a lot more than just distance to get over Olivia Spencer." He made his way to the door. "Trust me... I would know."

When Andrew had left, Olivia slumped forward and rubbed her temples, trying to block out what he had said.


You just have to get through the funeral, and say goodbye. It will all be over soon.

Chapter 45

Chapter Rating: G


The morning sun had found its way through the small gap in Natalia's bedroom drapes and slowly skimmed along the silk sheets, illuminating the sleeping beauty's visage. She blinked against the bright light as she was roused from her sedative-induced slumber. When her eyes finally opened, Natalia rolled away from the obtrusion. There were a few glorious seconds in which her heartache did not exist; the brief oblivion of the shift between undisturbed unconsciousness and enlivened lucidity, where the pain of yesterday hadn't made its way back to her. It lasted as long as the sigh she exhaled and then reality bodychecked her yet again. If she hadn't been lying down she may have fallen under the oppressive burden of it all. As she did her best to fight back tears and looked around the room, she immediately noticed her clothing, which had been neatly folded and placed on her dresser. The brunette took another deep breath and closed her eyes.

"Spencer," she muttered as she exhaled, her brows furrowing as the memories of Olivia's visit came back to her. Her regret and anguish for not being there for her father when he needed her the most was monumental. Natalia had already decided to be angry at herself for her actions. And though she knew that Olivia's innocence was obvious, she also wanted to be angry at the other hotelier – the very woman who was quite possibly her only source of comfort at the moment.

She threw the covers off and tried to ignore the pounding in her head as she swung her legs over the edge of the bed. Grabbing a robe from the back of the bedroom door, she made her way to the kitchen. She had expected to see the sticky mess of spilled juice and broken glass on the floor. Instead, it was spotless. The corners of her mouth shifted upwards imperceptibly.

After preparing the coffee-maker for its first of several pots this day, Natalia sauntered into the living room, stopping in her tracks the moment she noticed a pair of feet hanging over the armrest of the twin sofa. Instinctively knowing to whom they belonged, Natalia quietly tip-toed to a chair and sat down. She debated whether or not to wake the sleeping hotelier, and several moments were spent taking in the beauty of the other woman's face before Natalia noticed that Olivia wasn't covered with a blanket, nor did she have a pillow. Natalia guessed that, in all likelihood, this meant that Olivia hadn't planned to stay overnight, but instead had fallen asleep while waiting to make sure that there was no longer any need of her assistance.

Natalia had always considered herself to be a very independent, strong-willed woman, who could take care of herself no matter what came her way. Last night she was confident that she would have been fine without the other woman's help. She was still touched, however, by Olivia's perseverance. No matter how badly she had been treated, or how harsh were the words that had been spoken, Olivia had been there for her – not once, but twice – when she needed someone the most. In light of her acts of kindness, Natalia didn't want to mistreat Olivia, but she was sure that her future decisions – regarding not only the company but also the off-beat relationship between them – were going to upset Olivia greatly.

It saddened the younger woman as she sat there, trying to take in the few remaining moments of calm and silence that this daunting day would offer. She knew the day would be a hectic one – filled with many phone calls, meetings with shareholders, and countless emails of condolences to acknowledge. All of the responsibility had been passed down to her and she knew that she had to get herself moving. Things needed to be taken care of right away.

Olivia began to stir before Natalia had a chance to wake her. The older woman shifted on the couch and stretched out before opening her eyes. She was caught off guard when she saw Natalia sitting across from her and immediately sat up – trying to make herself look more presentable than she presumed she was.
"Morning... You will excuse me if I forego the 'Good' part of that greeting today."

Olivia nodded with a look of sympathy. "How are you feeling this morning?"

Natalia sank backwards in the chair. "Um, sort of like... orphaned."

Olivia didn't quite know what to say to that.

"I'm sorry," Natalia waved a dismissive hand in the air. "I don't mean to make you uncomfortable, honestly."

Olivia shook her head and grinned. "Oh, Natalia, you've been making me feel uncomfortable since the very first day we met." She winked.

Natalia smiled, but at the same time looked at Olivia with a contemplative stare. "And yet, here you are."

"Here I am."

"Waking up on my couch."

"Well, I don't recall hearing an offer to bunk with you in your bed, so..."

"I guess I'm just not like all the other women you drug." Natalia gave her a fake look of annoyance.

"Hey, it was for your own good, Rivera." Olivia contested.

Natalia sighed. "Yes, I know," the younger woman agreed. "I would like to thank you, actually, for getting me into bed last night."

Olivia smirked, "If I had a nickel..."

Natalia rolled her eyes.

"Seriously though, no need to thank me," the blonde continued. "You'd have done the same for me, I'm sure."

Natalia gave her a disbelieving glance. "Are you absolutely certain about that?"

Olivia furrowed her brows for a moment before sighing deeply. "Okay no, not really, but it was a nice thought." She started to rub a kink in the side of her neck that had been acquired by the awkward sleeping position on the sofa.

Natalia watched as the older woman attempted – in vain – to relieve the soreness before getting up off of her chair and moving around behind the sofa. She gently moved Olivia's hand away and replaced it with both of her own. She began to knead at the tense muscles with her thumbs.

With each passing second Olivia felt more at ease and let herself relax against the couch cushion, her eyes fluttering closed as the pain in her neck began to be methodically massaged away.

"Do you remember the day we met...?"

"Ah yes, seems like an eternity ago, no?"

"You mentioned something about how you really weren't 'so bad' if I would just get to know you?"

Olivia nodded slowly. "I do recall shamelessly pleading for your acceptance even then, yes."

Natalia cocked her head to one side. "I've been wanting to say that the same goes for me."

Olivia leaned her head back and tilted her chin towards the ceiling to be able to see the upside down hotelier. "I already know that, Natalia. I believe I've made a few attempts at finding that out, haven't I?"

"Mmhm." Natalia looked forward again and continued kneading Olivia's neck and shoulders. "I think..." she stopped in contemplation. "I think I just wish that you had met me at a different time."

Olivia closed her eyes once again. "Well, that's a bit of a step up from wishing I'd never met you at all."

"I don't wish that," the brunette interjected quickly. "Well, most of the time I don't. But, things have just changed in a drastic way for me... for this company."

Olivia sensed she knew what Natalia was about to say, but let her proceed.

"I just can't spend a lot of time worrying about how you are feeling in all of this." Natalia unconsciously stopped massaging the other woman. "What I want, or think I might want with you, has to take a backseat now."

Olivia didn't even miss a beat. "Whoa... did you just say that you want to take me in the backseat? Because if that's the case, I suggest we take the limo… more leg room than your tiny car," she smirked.

Natalia sighed deeply and dropped her hands from the blonde's shoulders. She walked around the sofa to stand in front of Olivia; the expression on her face showed that she was completely serious.

"I'm sorry, I use humor to mask nervousness," Olivia sheepishly confessed.

Natalia sat back onto the coffee-table behind her and reached for the soft hands that were folded in Olivia's lap. She chewed her lips and stared at their joined hands for long seconds before speaking.

"I'm grateful for all the efforts you've made, and the concern you've shown for me. But I am currently feeling unbelievably angry at myself for spending such a lovely time with you and Emma while my father lay dying only a few floors above us." The younger woman's eyes began to mist but she held herself together. "I have that on me now. I'm wearing that guilt like an anchor."

Olivia nodded her understanding but kept quiet, hoping that Natalia would continue pouring out her feelings.

"All of the conflicting emotions aside, I still need to work out what I'm going to be doing about this merger that my father never got around to formally accepting."

"Natalia," Olivia finally interrupted, "I told you that we don't need to discuss that right now."

The younger woman let go of the hands in hers. "Are you not at all curious as to what I'm considering? My decision will either drastically improve – or seriously stifle – your company's future growth!"

Olivia shook her head in exasperation. "Of course I'm curious, Natalia, but I can look past it when need be. And for God's sake, the day after your father's death seems as appropriate a 'need be' scenario as any!"

"I can't look past it!"

"Get some X-ray goggles... look through it instead. They sell those at the gift shop, don't they?"

Natalia stared blankly at the bewildering blonde.  "You've gone from 'joking', to just plain idiotic." She waited for Olivia's rebuttal but the other woman could only huff in response. "I have a million decisions to make, and the pressure to maintain order is presently a very high priority. I can't even see past the next hour, so I certainly can't be worrying about what is going on between us."

"I haven't asked you to!" There was a higher pitch to Olivia's voice now. "I came over to give my condolences. I offered you a Xanax, and I accidentally fell asleep on your couch. That doesn't mean I'm about to ask you to make this a priority," she waved her hand in between them for emphasis.

"Spencer, please..." Natalia abruptly stood and walked over to one of the windows. "I'm going to very busy for a while. No decisions will be made about the merger for quite some time."


"You're about to tell me to go back to Illinois," Olivia said flatly.


"I need to be able to focus."


Olivia did not argue. In fact, she wasn't even considering arguing at this point. She could see that Natalia was clearly telling her that she couldn't handle being around her. Whether that was to do with the grief over how her father had passed or the legitimate concern about being distracted during a stressful transition in her life, it didn't really matter. There was something different about this last effort to push her away; Olivia sensed it and accepted it.

"Okay then," was all the older woman could say as she slipped her shoes on and stood to make her way to the door. "I will leave directly after the um... the funeral... If there is any business you wish to discuss after that, I will give you my assistant's card. You can schedule a phone conference when the time comes." She plastered a friendly – though very fake – smile on her face and turned to walk away.

Natalia was stunned at the level of compliance she was witnessing. She managed to move after the woman and held the door open for her.

"Well, I guess I'll see you later," Olivia said with a hint of sadness in her voice.

"Yeah, um... I don't really know what to say now," Natalia responded.

"That's okay. Co-operative Olivia Spencer usually has that affect on people. Enjoy it! It's a rare appearance... happens less often than a Leap Year," she smiled.


"Spencer... I just..."


"No, it's fine, Rivera," Olivia lied. "Right place, wrong time."


Natalia looked down at the ground.

"Hey, you take care of yourself," Olivia offered kindly. "You're a strong woman... you can get through this."

Natalia didn't look up. "Thank you."

Olivia nodded. "I'll see you later," she said and quickly turned to open her own door.

Natalia watched the woman disappear into her suite.

For the very first time, Olivia Spencer was going to do exactly what she had been asked and leave the hotel. It was also, coincidentally, the very first time Natalia realized that was not at all what she really wanted.

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Olivia sat on her bed; the quiet stillness in the room seemed to be such a contrast to the loud flurry of thoughts going on inside her head. She wanted be stay resigned to the fact that leaving LA was for the best. She thought she could remind herself that Natalia was feeling overwhelmed – understandably – and that she needed space. Her ability to be rational, though, was slipping away with each breath. She flipped open her cell phone and dialed her assistant. As she waited for him to pick up, she stalked out into the suite and over to the large wardrobe that housed her suitcases.

"Come on, come onnnnn," she hissed at the dial tone, began dragging a case down the hallway towards the bedroom. "Greg! How lovely of you to make yourself available," she said with stinging sarcasm. "I need you to gather the team together for an inter-web meeting this evening... No, I'm afraid there's no need for anyone to come back to LA."

Olivia sat back down on the bed and rubbed her forehead.

"I'm pulling the merger off the table."




Chapter 44

Chapter Rating: PG-13


Natalia shuffled down the hallway and through her bedroom door. Her head was spinning and reality seemed to be shifting yet again. She was stuck in so many different memories of the past; remembering moments of both happiness and heart-wrenching pain. She didn't quite know how she'd gotten to her bed, but a soft, warm hand covering her own brought her back into the present where she found both herself and the other hotelier sitting at the end of her bed. A dim light from a small lamp on her dresser illuminated the room. Olivia gave her hand a gentle squeeze and then released it in order to offer her a glass of water, and a small pill – which Natalia presumed to be Xanax. She took the pill and, without question, popped it into her mouth and took a sip of the water. When she handed the glass back to Olivia, she watched as Olivia walked over to the dresser to set it down and began opening drawers. Natalia assumed she was looking for some sort of evening attire for her to change into. Having anyone — let alone Olivia Spencer - touching her things would normally have made her cringe. Somewhere in the back of her mind she noted this and watched with a calm detachment as Olivia opened her drawer and pulled out a long nightshirt.

"What do I do now?" Natalia asked, her voice conveying her fear and heartache.

Olivia closed the drawer and walked back to the bed and sat down. She knew how overwhelmed Natalia was feeling at that moment; how vulnerable she was. From the same place that Olivia had been surprised to discover actually existed in her upon the birth of her only daughter, a surge of complete compassion flooded her soul. Natalia was not a rival, nor a potential business partner. She was not a woman who continually stood in the way of her company's imminent expansion and, thus, her success. And, even though her grief had in no way over-shadowed her exquisite beauty, Natalia wasn't even the object of Olivia's desire. For Olivia, in that moment, Natalia was a fragile spirit in need of comfort. Olivia yearned to support her, in whatever way she could. No strings attached. No ultimatums and bargaining, ulterior motives or desires for anything in return.

"Natalia, I'd like to help you with your shoes... if that's okay?" she asked softly as she studied the younger woman's face. Waiting patiently until Natalia weakly nodded her consent, Olivia slid from the bed and knelt down in front of the dazed brunette. Cradling a lower calf in her hand, she brought Natalia's foot up to rest in her lap and began to made gentle work of the thin straps around her ankle that held the shoe in place.

Natalia stared blankly at the process – not fully alert, but not so far removed as to completely fail to notice the care and concern that Olivia was displaying within that act of kindness. When the other shoe came off, she followed Olivia's movements as she placed the shoes at the corner of the bed.

"Now," Olivia said as she began to subconsciously rub nervous hands slowly up and down her own thighs. "Ummm... do you want to just sleep in your clothes, or would you... do you..." she stuttered. She had wanted to say something a little less perverted than "Shall we strip you naked now?"

Natalia hesitated but then shook her head.

"Okay, I'll just, uh..." Olivia made a turning motion with her hands. "And I'll wait while you..." Another gesture was made at Natalia and the night-shirt. The seated woman did not respond but just blinked a few times. "Okay, I'm just going to... yeah." Olivia took a deep breath and let it out as she turned around and walked forwards a few feet. She folded her arms and stood facing the doorway for several moments, rocking on her heels as she listened for a sign of movement behind her. She heard nothing.

"How's it going, Chief?" Olivia said over her shoulder. When no answer came, she slowly turned around to find Natalia sitting there, holding the nightshirt and staring at the floor. A quick look of pity flashed across the blonde's face as she took another deep breath. She walked over to the stunned woman. Ohhhh boy, she thought to herself. She pressed her lips tightly together and then cleared her throat. "Okay... Arms up."

Natalia stalled for a few seconds before she did as she was told and lifted her arms.

Olivia bent down to grab the hem of her shirt and pulled it over Natalia's head. She folded the garment neatly and placed it on the dresser.

"Did you live with your father?" Natalia inquired; her voice was quiet and her gaze was becoming slightly unfocused — presumably due to both emotional exhaustion and the mild sedative she had been given. The taller woman tried handing her the night-shirt, but Natalia grunted and waved it away.

"No, I didn't. I never met my father," Olivia answered, careful not to let the question lead her consciousness into its own set of unwanted memories. She stayed in the present and refocused on what they were trying to accomplish. "Can you get your pants undone for us?"

Natalia nodded and began an attempt to undo the button of the designer jeans she was still wearing from the day's earlier shopping adventure. "So when your mother died... you felt like... like this?"

The blonde thought carefully about what to say next. "I can't say that I know exactly how you are feeling right now, Natalia. But I remember that when my mother passed away, I felt a strange kind of fear. And I felt..." Olivia paused.

"Alone?" Natalia interjected.

"Yes," Olivia answered. "Yes, I felt lost and alone."

Natalia looked deep into Olivia's eyes. "I feel the 'alone' thing," she whispered.

Olivia placed a hand over the ones that were fumbling with the button. "I know," she said empathetically. They stayed there for several moments, joined by the familiar sting of loss. Olivia was the one to bring them back to the task at hand. She stood and looked down at the drowsy brunette who still hadn't managed to undo her jeans. "Lie back, I'll get this."

As Natalia slowly sank back into the mattress, Olivia undid the buttons and pulled on the zipper. "This isn't exactly how I imagined getting into your pants for the first time, Rivera," she joked as she made a motion indicating she needed Natalia to raise her hips.

The comment had won Olivia a brief smile – one that both women were grateful for. Natalia lifted her hips slightly to allow Olivia to tug the jeans off. "Well, I was actually going to say that I really admire your resolve, Spencer," she quipped.

"Don't admire it." Olivia pulled the jeans off and folded them before placing them with Natalia's shirt. "If you were just grieving, then you would be fair game. You are now, however, both grieving and soon to be sedated."

"Ah... Stricken with scruples. Must be rough for you, hmm?" The drugged beauty chuckled and then yawned.

Olivia did her best to avoid any long glances at the half-naked hotelier. "Oh, get over yourself, Rivera!" she smirked. "Can you stand or do you want to crawl up to your pillows?"

"I'm fine t' stand," Natalia answered with a slight slur.

"Mmhm? Alright. Up we get." The taller woman took both of Natalia's hands and pulled her slowly up from the bed. Natalia was weak and Olivia was forced to wrap an arm around her waist as the drowsy woman swayed back and forth. The two women held on to each other for a few long seconds.

"Shall we dance?" Olivia smiled and then tried to move them around the side of the bed.

Natalia, tugged back. "Don't move," she said. "Just stay still for a minute, please."

"Okay, sure." Olivia did as she was asked and kept her arm around Natalia, allowing the petite woman to lean on her for support. They stayed like this – close and quiet – for another minute, just being in each other's space.

"When are you going to leave?"

Olivia was surprised at the question. "Um, whenever you fall asleep?"

"That's not what I mean."

The older woman was confused. "Well, I'm going to need to get back to Springfield and get some things done at the Beacon, but I can always hop a plane, do that, come right back. I haven't really made any plans yet. Is that what you...?"

Natalia was watching Olivia's lips move as she spoke, and did her best to listen intently. She knew Olivia wasn't aware of the specific answer she had wanted to hear to the question she was actually asking. She smiled and nodded her head. "Okay, well..." She sighed. "I think maybe you should get me into bed now." 

Olivia threw her head back and let out an over-exaggerated sigh of relief. "Yesss. Finally!" she laughed.

The smaller woman rolled her eyes and allowed herself to be shuffled around to the side of the large, king-sized bed. She crawled unto the bed and flopped down into the plush pillows. "Where'd ya put lil Emma?" she said, almost drunkenly.

Olivia pulled the bed-sheets up to cover Natalia. "I 'put' her into the capable hands of her babysitter a while ago. They went off to the pool, much to Emmabug's delight."

"Will you apologize to her for me?"

The blonde sat down on the side of the bed. "I had a talk with her, and she understands — as much as a little girl can. Oh... she told me to give you this..." Olivia bent down and placed a soft kiss on Natalia's cheek.

Natalia smiled, "Whadda sweet lil girl"; her words were slurred now.

Olivia cupped her cheek and stroked it lightly with her thumb. "Sleep now, Natalia," she whispered, and when she saw the other woman close her eyes, she reached over and turned off the bedside lamp.

A part of Olivia was so thankful to be able to get Natalia somewhat settled and safely to sleep. Another part of her realized that her efforts tonight may either go unnoticed – or even unappreciated – by a more defensive and sober Natalia, come the morning.

Once again, however, knew she was ready to take on another day, no matter what tomorrow might bring.

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Not long after arriving back at the hotel, Mateo Rivera had made a few phone calls. One call was to an obstinate head nurse who – in Mateo's opinion – took her job far too seriously and kept repeating the phrase "I'm sorry sir, I can't just give out our staff's contact information. I can leave a message for Miss Bradley, if you'd like." Mateo snidely thanked the woman on the other end of the phone for "being absolutely no help, whatsoever" but did leave his name and cell phone information, citing a need to speak with the nurse about picking up his deceased father's belongings.

Within three hours he had received a callback from a naive nurse named Michelle Bradley, arranged to meet to meet Miss Bradley at a nearby nightclub, and had spent a surprisingly short amount of time using 'girlie' cocktails and a charming voice to convince the young woman into going to a nearby motel with him.

This particular playmate had put up very little resistance, though he'd never had too much difficulty beguiling a woman into his arms whenever he felt like it. The offer of money, fame and endless hours of sexual bliss, and she was his.

If Mateo had asked the woman – who was currently straddling him on a cheap motel mattress – to walk into a bank with a blow-dryer and demand the teller for money, she would do it. He was sure of this. By now, there wasn't anything she wouldn't do for him. It was his stunningly handsome good looks, his soothing, seductive mannerisms, and his charming, dimpled smile. And if any of these inherent gifts had failed to woo the woman into his cunning plan, there was always the strategically placed pressure of his hand that had roamed it's way up a black mini-skirt, and the light stroking of fingertips against lace panties. That usually did the trick.

And now, as Mateo watched the enraptured woman rise and fall above him, he praised himself for the clever way in which he was about to take down his arch-rival. He was quite pleased with himself as he quickly flipped the nurse over onto her back, momentarily stared down at her panting form, and then smirked.

Tonight, this chick. Tomorrow... the world!



Apr 13, 2010 | By: LuvLea1

Chapter 43


The bustling city scenery was now flying past Natalia's eyes, and – as with everything else that was happening that afternoon – it was all a blur. Jacques had made the wise decision that someone should drive Natalia's car back to the hotel and she should be escorted safely in the limousine. The former personal assistant thought that he had done what was in everyone's best interest by volunteering to drive the car home, allowing the Rivera siblings some quiet family time together on this sorrowful day. It was a kind – however misguided – gesture and one that Mateo planned to use to his full advantage.

The youngest Rivera knew that it would be far more appropriate to exercise a certain level of tact in this situation. He had a very detached reaction to the death of his father. Antonio Rivera was the man that gave him life; the man took him in when his mother passed away. As a boy, Mateo had been given everything that his elder sibling received and was not treated any differently... by Antonio, that is. Although he was thrust into quite the lavish life of wealth and fame, he had always believed that the material possessions and opportunities offered by a seemingly doting father were merely given up as penance for a guilty conscience. His half-sister's blatant refusal to acknowledge his existence, for the most part, kept him continually aware that he was indeed an outsider; unwanted and - though cared for - seldom loved.

He looked at his clearly distraught sister, knowing he should try to say something comforting. Years of petty resentments were now in the way. It was too much to expect him not to hurt her for all the unkind things she had ever said. It was time for payback. He turned to look out his window and said a quick goodbye to the last remaining shred of decency he had left, and then with cold eyes, he turned back to Natalia.

“So,” Mateo began, trying not to sound as upbeat as he felt. “I guess you can finally sell the franchise.”

It was as if a knife had been shoved further into Natalia’s already wounded, bleeding heart. Amongst the innumerable emotions of this day, anger had been a frontrunner; Anger at Death for taking her father; Anger at herself for purposefully making herself unreachable. Anger at Olivia for stirring up feelings of happiness and contentment within her, while her only loved one lay dying in a hospital bed, without his beloved daughter by his side.

Up until this point, she had done her best to not let her anger control her. However, with those callous and brazenly antagonistic words, she lost the ability to hold back. She stared, just as coldly, back at her brother.

“Are you enjoying yourself, Mateo?”

The man stifled a smile. “What on earth would make you say that?” he asked.

“Why, exactly, should you give a damn about the company? You never have before!”

Mateo played innocent and threw his hands up in surrender. “Hey... just trying to make small talk.” He waited until she had looked away in disgust. “I would think you would be happy to get what you’ve always wanted.” This time, as he looked out his own window, he couldn’t contain a slight, sly grin.

“You’re despicable!” Natalia hissed back, her cheeks beginning to burn with fury. “Our father is dead, and all you can think about is tormenting me?”

“Oh, so now he is my ‘father’?” Mateo gave a sinister chuckle. “What’s wrong, Natalia? Now that you’ve lost the last member of your precious clan, you’re feeling a bit sentimental?”

“Fuck you!”

“No really, it’s endearing” he guffawed. “Our father... that’s a good one!” He shook his head and smiled.

“I don’t know why you are smiling? You know damn well he left the entire control of Empire to me,” she said triumphantly. “Why concern yourself with what I do with the company when you should be looking for a new place to live!”

Mateo rolled his eyes, “Like I said... just making small talk.”

The rest of the ride was spent in silence. Natalia felt tears trying to form in her eyes but would not let them fall in front of her nemesis. She was thankful that someone had thought to call security to have the side entrance sealed off, barring any of the paparazzi from getting too close to the limousine, though she could still hear the sounds of many photos being taken. She escaped from the car quickly and went straight up to the executive suite floor.

The elevator doors opened to the same hallway that she had not too long ago strolled down with an excited, giggling little girl and her mother. She remembered the feeling she’d had then. It was nameless, but it was wonderful.

And now Natalia was numb.

The closer she got to her own suite, she felt as though she were being pulled down to the center of the earth; her body felt like a lead weight. Everything felt different inside the hotel; it even looked different now that her father was gone. It was as though her entire perspective had been changed and it was causing everything around her to feel foreign. But out of the confusing numbness, there was one feeling Natalia couldn’t shake.

As she turned to her door to unlock it with her key-card, she could feel Olivia behind her and almost turned around. Instead, she swiped her key, entered her darkened suite, and shut her door as quietly as possible.

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Olivia rested her forehead on the inside of her own door and sighed. She had watched the limousine pull around to the side of the hotel from her vigil at the window. She had heard the elevator doors open and she knew that Natalia was coming closer to her. Even if she hadn’t heard a thing, she was fairly certain she would have felt the younger woman’s presence. Olivia had moved to the door quickly and had her hand on the handle, but couldn’t turn it. She knew that what the other woman needed right now was time, and if Natalia had wanted to speak to her – or needed her – she would have knocked on her door. Instead, Olivia listened as a Natalia retreated into her room.

A great debate had begun inside Olivia’s head: Should she follow her young daughter’s advice and simplify matters by doing what she wanted to do the most – go to Natalia and do whatever she could to be of some comfort? Or, should she accept the fact that she had no reason to even suspect that Natalia would want to see her right now. She had no title by which to explain the closeness and concern she felt for the grieving hotelier. She was not dating Natalia. She was not a lover, nor even what could be a considered a close friend. Anyone with such a title would be allowed to simply go to Natalia, without question. It would be expected.

No matter what she felt for Natalia -whatever it was that was happening between them- Olivia knew she was a ‘nobody’ in this situation. What right did she have to rush to the younger woman’s aid? How presumptuous that would look?

It’s not as if she’s my girlfriend or anything
. Olivia could not believe she was trying to make that statement sound so nonchalant, even within her own head, as her stomach filled with butterflies at just the very idea of it.

She sank down into the couch and mindlessly changed the channel on the television and occasionally glanced back towards her door. Her cell phone rang for the hundredth time in the past hour. Olivia saw the name on the caller ID and moaned in frustration as she tossed the phone back onto a nearby cushion. Greg was making one last attempt at getting a statement from her – some sort of answer he could give that might appease the questioning colleagues and shareholders who needed to know what would now become of the proposed merger.

“Fuck it,” Olivia exclaimed and grabbed her cell phone. “She gave me an orgasm. That means I’m allowed to care.” 

The humor in that logic would normally have made her smirk, but she was too busy planning what she was would say to Natalia. Finding the right number and pausing for a brief moment to repeat the words of advice her daughter had given her earlier... “Make it simple, Spencer,” she said to herself as she typed in a text message.

OSpencer: Can I come over?


That was it. Olivia put down the phone and waited several moments, resuming her mixture of internal debates while staring at the muted television. Her cell phone beeped unexpectedly. She palmed it swiftly and held her breath.

NRivera: Yes

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All of the lights in Natalia’s suite were off, save for a dim light that was coming from the kitchen. The only other luminescence in the room was from the sunset that made it through the small slits of the mostly drawn curtains. Olivia pushed past the entrance and closed the door.

“Natalia?” Olivia called out quietly. Due to the darkness of the room, she couldn’t be sure whether the other woman was near or far.

"You'll have to excuse the mess."

Olivia heard Natalia's voice coming from the kitchen ahead and to the right. She slowly made her way to the island counter top that helped separate the two main rooms where she found the other hotelier standing in front of a wide open fridge and drinking orange juice from a large carton. Olivia surveyed the area around them.

"What mess?” she asked.

The silhouetted figure shifted her position, and in doing so, her heel came down on a chunk of glass from the cup she had dropped earlier in the day, grinding it into the linoleum. Olivia peered around the corner of the island, looked at the sticky mess of spilled juice and broken glass, and then back to Natalia.

"That juice hadn't been lying on the floor all day, had it?" she asked.

Natalia swallowed more of the warm liquid. "Quite possibly," she answered.

Olivia grimaced and then sighed. "Okay..." She pushed herself away from the island and moved around it. After closing the refrigerator door she took the carton gently from Natalia and tossed it into the sink. "Come on, let's go sit down," she motioned to the couch with her head and started heading for the living room.

"I don't want to sit; I want to stand."

"In glass shards?"

Natalia didn't respond.

"Alright," Olivia said slowly. "Can you at least decide to stand somewhere else? We don't need you going over on your heels and breaking an ankle."

The dazed woman hesitated, but eventually moved forward until she was out of the kitchen – glass crunching under her shoes as she walked. She turned sideways so that she wasn't facing Olivia and folded her arms.

Olivia moved beside her and delicately swept the long dark strands of hair away from the grieving woman's face. She wanted to see her – as heartbreakingly pale and frightened as she looked in that moment.

"Natalia..." she said softly, noticing sad eyes flutter, then close. She paused for a moment and then moved in front of the fragile woman. She placed both hands on hunched shoulders. "Natalia... " she said again and waited until Natalia looked up at her with eyes that were now brimming with tears. Concern and empathy washed over Olivia as she reached to cup Natalia's face with her hand, her thumb brushing away a falling tear. "Natalia, I..." She wanted to say something – anything – that would convey her heartfelt sadness for Natalia's loss, but the words wouldn't form. She knew that saying 'I'm sorry' would seem trite, and 'It's going to be okay' would make her want to slap her own self for uttering it. Still she tried once more to find the right words.

"I just..." she began. "I wish..." she stopped. Exasperated, Olivia gave up, sighed, and shook her head.

Natalia closed her eyes and nodded slightly.

The taller woman leaned down and wrapped her arms around the crying hotelier.

Natalia leaned into the embrace, accepting whatever comfort she could take from it. For whatever reason, though, she couldn't will herself to raise her own arms and hug Olivia back. She could feel Olivia's warmth against her and wanted desperately to just get lost in it; to feel enveloped and protected. She wanted to forget about the pain, sorrow, and the emptiness of loss and just remember the happiness she had felt earlier in the day while chatting, laughing, and learning to relax with Olivia and her sweet daughter. In the way of those happy thoughts now stood guilt, anger, and regret. She didn't push away from Olivia, nor did she want to. The walls were starting to go up again, however, and Natalia could feel it happening. She recognized it, and – in her opinion – she needed those walls right now.

"I haven't decided what I'll do about the merger," Natalia said, in as neutral a tone as possible.

Olivia instantly stiffened slightly. She knew she should take the remark for what it was – an ingrained defense mechanism – but it stung. She pulled away from Natalia and calmly took a deep breath.

"That's not why I'm here," she responded, looking directly into the other woman's eyes.

Natalia averted the intense gaze by turning her head to the side.

"You know that's not why I'm here," Olivia reinforced, with a slightly firmer tone. Now wasn't the time to battle for ground in the constant war for Natalia's affections, but Olivia didn't exactly want to lose any ground, either.

Natalia cleared her throat. "Regardless," she said evenly, "meetings will have to be held all over again, and I have no idea when I'm going to be able to find time for them. I have shareholders to meet with. I need to get a hold of our off-shore property records as I wasn't the one handling them. I've got to take care of the press, and everything has to get sorted out from the..." Natalia hesitated, "...from the..."

"Stop it." Olivia softly commanded.

"...from the Will." Natalia's eyes lost their focus and she began to sway. Olivia reached out quickly to steady her.

"Natalia, stop! Take a breath... Don't worry about any of that right now. You have an entire league of people who are taking care of those things for you."

The younger woman was dazed. All she wanted to do was fall into Olivia's arms and feel safe, but there was no use in any of that anymore. She felt heavy – weighed down by the burden of grief and guilt. "I have to say that I doubt very highly that I will be merging with you any time soon," she said.

Olivia couldn't help but smirk at that sentence.

"Our two companies..." Natalia quickly corrected herself. "I doubt I'll be merging this company with yours." She folded her arms once again and stared at a random piece of furniture in the living-room.

Olivia studied her for several moments before sighing. "Fair enough," was her simple reply, which caught Natalia by surprise.

Natalia continued suspiciously. "Which means that there really isn't any reason for you to be here until l can get around to meeting with you and your team... to officially decline your offer."

"At the risk of sounding like a broken record... Stop it!"

"Stop what?"

"Natalia, your father has just passed away."

"I am very much aware of that!"

"So stop!"

Olivia waited to make sure that Natalia was done resisting and then moved passed the stunned woman and into the kitchen. "Go into your bedroom and lie down, I will be there in a minute," she said as she searched for the cupboard that contained Natalia's glassware and ran the water.

"What are you doing?" Natalia asked.

The older woman filled a cup and turned. "Either call security and have me escorted from the building, or placate my overbearing – yet well meant – nurturing concern, and do as I say." She led Natalia by the hand, over to the hallway. "I'm not leaving voluntarily until you are out of those shoes and under the covers, getting some much needed rest. Clothing is optional. " She winked. "Now, where do you keep 'Mama's Little Helpers?"

Natalia stuttered her response. "I-I don't know what you-"

Olivia cocked her head to the side in disbelief and stood there until Natalia relented.

"Top shelf of the medicine cabinet in the bathroom," she sighed, as Olivia handed over the glass of water. "But I don't need any, I'm fine!"

"Of course you are, Natalia." Olivia smiled knowingly as she turned and headed down the hallway. "You are still an unstoppable force, capable of demolishing great nations into piles of rubble – even though you are currently unable to stand."

"You don't have to do this for me," Natalia said quietly.

Olivia stopped at the bathroom door and turned. "I know," she said. "Guess I must reeeaally want that merger, huh?"

With that, the blonde disappeared into the bathroom, leaving the stunned woman out in the hallway, looking at the glass of water, and not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

"Natalia!" Olivia called out. "Bedroom! Now!"


Feb 14, 2010 | By: LuvLea1

Chapter 42

Chapter Rating: Is sad, but is G


Natalia stood still for long moments before she slowly moved towards the empty hospital bed. Blinking away tears in order to see her way around to the other side, she pulled a chair from the corner of the room and sat down beside the bed. The sheets had been changed, the corners were tucked, and wrinkles had been smoothed away. It upset Natalia; the care and concern that had been taken made it look as though nothing had happened. That this room hadn't just witnessed the last breath of a once valiant patriarch. A determined leader of a multi-billion dollar company... the only 'loved one' Natalia had left.

Her family.

Gone.

A million thoughts began to flood her stalled brain.


Did he suffer? Did he know? Was he scared? Did he call out for me? Should I be crying harder?

The shrill sounds of monitor alarms interrupted the steady flow of unanswerable questions. She knew that they were too loud to be coming from outside the closed door. Looking over her left shoulder she saw a flat line going across the EKG machine. The voices of nurses and doctors yelling out varying codes and stats all around her. The electrical whine of shock paddles being charged.

"No!" Natalia cried out loud. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she closed her eyes tightly. She wasn't going to turn around. She was terrified of what she would see.

She grasped the cold metal railing of the hospital bed, and as she did, a warm hand covered hers.

Natalia screamed.

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Isn't it supposed to rain when someone dies?

Olivia wondered as she sat at the small table by the living-room window of her suite. She had her arms folded and her feet up on the edge of the chair across from her. One knee bounced uncontrollably. She was impatient at the best of times, but this overwhelming need to rush to comfort Natalia was still new to her. She tried to stop analyzing her feelings. Now wasn't the time for that. She looked out into the beautiful, sunny sky and couldn't help but feel as though it just didn't fit the day. She thought it would be more ideal for it to be raining; as if it were only fair that the sky should mourn with the mortals below.

That would be stupid, though, she thought. If it rained every time there was grief, we would never see sun. She closed her eyes and shook her head a couple of times.

"Get a grip, Spencer." Olivia said under her breath. As she stretched her arms out in front of her and changed her position, she caught the happy sounds that were coming from the television. A quick glance at Emma, who had chosen cartons over the confusion of the day, caused Olivia's eyes to well up with tears. Memories of the pain of loss she had felt when her own mother passed away joined the worry and heartbreak she felt for Natalia.


We are just children at times like this, no matter how old we are when they leave.

She wiped away a stray tear that had wandered down her cheek and took a deep breath. Rising out of the chair, she slowly made her way over to the vacant end of the couch.

"So," Olivia said in a relatively normal tone. "What are we watching?"

Emma, who was sitting at the other end with her head resting heavily on her hand, made no move to hide her disappointment over missing out on a day at the pool.

"Spongebob Squarepants," was the doleful response.

"And which one is he?" Olivia asked. She knew her daughter was still upset and didn't quite know what to tell her about the situation. Emma was old enough to know about death, but aside from the occasional pet worm – and subsequently the odd question about the 'food-chain' – the subject had rarely been discussed.

The little girl was currently full of the 'Spencer attitude'. She gave her mother a sideways look and answered very slowly. "He is the one that looks like a sponge and is wearing square pants."

The sarcasm would normally have made Olivia try and suppress a smile while telling Emma to mind her manners. Instead, Olivia's eyes began to water anew and she lowered herself to the floor and directly in front of the youngster and reached forward to draw her into a tight hug.

"Mommy loves you so, SO very much!" Olivia tried to hide the true depth of emotion in her voice but it was causing her to choke on her words. "You know that, don't you, Baby?"

Emma hugged back though she wasn't quite sure whether to be comforted or worried. "Yeah, I know," she said warily.

Olivia drew back from her daughter and smiled, not wanting to frighten her with the tears that had formed once again. "And you know that no matter what you do, or where you go in this life, I will never stop loving you... whether I am near to you or far, far away?"

"Uh huh," was all that Emma could say as she examined her mother's expression. She knew that the tears had something to do with Natalia but she didn't know why her mother was hugging her and telling her that she loved her when she should be yelling at her for being rude.

"Are you okay, Mommy?"

Olivia smiled reassuringly once again. "Yes, Baby. Mommy is just a bit sad today."

"Is Natalia sad today too?"

As Olivia was deciding what to say next her cell phone rang from the coffee table behind her. She swung around in her crouched position and grabbed it, flipping it open, and answering it without looking at the screen.

"Natalia?" She asked.

"Ummm, a little bit taller and not nearly as graceful in high heels."

Olivia let out a long sigh and rubbed her forehead. Covering the phone, she told Emma that they would talk about everything in a few minutes. She rose and walked back over to the window.

"Hi Andrew. "

"Hey. How are you doing?" her friend asked sincerely.

"Oh you know..." she held out her right hand and surveyed the nails that she had been biting incessantly for the last half hour. "Just sitting here, giving myself a manicure with my teeth. Do we know where Natalia is?"

"Hospital."

"I should go, shouldn't I? To the hospital... should I go?" The worry in her voice was obvious and she started chewing on a new nail.

"I think she may be back at the hotel by the time you get there. Anyways, Jacques said he is with her."

"I’m not, though." Olivia said quietly.

"Pardon?"

Olivia once again drifted away in her thoughts as she stared out the window. "I'm not with her."

There was a moment of silence following those words that were spoken in such a tone of helplessness. Andrew didn't quite know how to respond, and although he was curious about Olivia's feeling for Natalia, he thought it best to stray away from the subject, for her own sake.

"Do you have any idea what we should do about the merger?"

"The what?" Olivia quickly regained her composure just long enough to feel herself becoming slightly agitated. She had heard him clearly, but couldn't quite believe that he was bringing up business at a time like this.

"The reason why we are here... the deal you just about closed with a now deceased billionaire?"

"Are you serious?" Olivia tried to keep her voice down. Emma was already upset enough; she didn't need to hear her mother yelling angrily into the phone.

"I'm sorry, but we have quite a mess to sort through now. I'm not sure what is going on with you, but you really need to try and focus on what our next move will be. Especially now that everything is about to be left in the hands of a woman who wants us all out of her hotel."

"I'm going to hang up now."

"Hey... I'm sor – "

Olivia couldn't listen to any more. She knew that Andrew was making a valid point. The thought of dealing with business, however – particularly a merger that could once again pit her against Natalia in a war of wills – nauseated her. She went and sat back down on the couch next to her daughter.

What troubled Olivia wasn't whether or not she would win the multi-billion dollar deal. Perhaps it should be, but it was not. What was concerning her was whether Natalia would allow herself to accept support through her grief. Although they had shared some very nice moments this morning, there was a very real fear growing within the older hotelier as she tried to figure out what to do next.

"Mommy?"

Olivia didn't turn away from TV they were both staring at – though also ignoring – and answered her daughter.

"Yes, Baby?"

Emma scooted over to her mother's side of the couch and laid her head down on Olivia's lap.

"If you're worried about Natalia, you should go be with her. You can cheer her up again."

Olivia smiled slightly and stroked the little girl's hair. "I would really like to, Sweetie, but I'm afraid it's not that simple."

Emma sighed heavily. "Somebody needs to make it simple, real soon!"

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The hand on Natalia's squeezed tighter and she felt its counterpart touch her right shoulder.

"Natalia! It's only me!"

Natalia recognized the voice. She found herself being both comforted yet overwhelmingly disappointed by it. She opened her eyes and looked up into her father's longtime friend and assistant.

"Ma Chère," Jacques said sympathetically. "I didn't mean to startle you. I think maybe this isn't the best place for you to –"

"Did you talk to him?" Natalia asked, cutting him off.

"Who? The doctor? You can talk to him yourself if you –"

"Did he try to call me?" Natalia once again interrupted the Frenchman.

Jacques could see panic overshadowing the woman's expression.

Natalia continued with her list of frantic questions, one after the other, the moment they popped into her head.

"Did he say anything to you before... before he...? Why couldn't they bring him back, they have those machines?" she pointed to the defibrillator that had been left in the room. "Was he... was there pain?"

"Natalia, your father was unconscious when your brother found him. They are still not sure exactly what happened, but they are fairly certain that his heart started failing as he slept."

"My brother?" Out of all that was just said, that her half-brother was mentioned was the only thing that stood out in Natalia's mind.

"Yes. Your father did not show up to his office..." as Jacques spoke, Natalia remembered his earlier phone call this morning, when he said he had told her that he couldn't get a hold of her father – the phone call that she brushed off. Her stomach turned. "I sent Mateo to his room to check and see if he was there," the older man continued. "Your father went... peacefully, I believe, my dear."

Peacefully? Natalia knew that the statement was meant to try and calm her. Denied forgiveness by his only daughter? Guilt ridden and defeated? Where is the 'peace in that?

She tried to push her last conversation with her father out of her mind for the time being. There were so many things that she was supposed to be thinking about now, yet she couldn't focus on anything at that moment. She wanted to go to her father's suite. She wanted him to be there. She wanted him to wrap his arms around her like when she was younger; when he could make her believe that he would do anything to take all her fears away.

"What do I do now?"

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The nurse was most likely in her mid twenties. She was attractive, which was most likely why she immediately caught Mateo's eye as he waited in an obscure corner of the hallway. Her long blonde hair covered her name tag. He didn't need to know her name, however. He knew that by the end of the evening he would have not only her name, but anything else he wanted from her. All he needed to do was figure out how to get to her without letting anyone witness them speaking to each other.

Tricky, he thought. Keeping a low profile was not his forté.

One more moment was all he needed to decide to go ahead and make his move. There were so many things that he wanted to do, and doors of opportunity that he wanted to open.

The beautiful blonde, who was looking over a list of medications in the doorway of an examining room, was at the top of his long list of things to do. He was going to thoroughly enjoy 'doing' her. Mateo looked around the hall and saw that it was, for that moment, completely empty. He smiled an evil grin and surveyed every inch of the tall, unsuspecting woman. Moving forward from the wall he had been leaning against, he began to walk towards her when the door to the room beside her opened and out walked Natalia. Freezing momentarily in his tracks, he knew that he had no choice but to keep walking past the nurse.

Later. He thought as he purposefully brushed his arm against the woman on his way by.

"My sincerest apology," he said and waited until she looked up before flashing his charming smile.

The nurse smiled back and held his gaze for a few extra seconds. Mateo turned back around and continued on his way, trying to contain his smile.

Oh yeah... Definitely later.


Jan 31, 2010 | By: LuvLea1

Chapter 41

Chapter Rating: PG








“Mom, can't we just go next door and get Natalia now?”

Olivia looked at her watch. It had been twenty minutes since the younger woman had left to go get ready to accompany them to the hotel pool.

It seemed ridiculous to be worrying about whether or not something could have changed Natalia's mind during the short walk between suites. Unfortunately, worrying was second nature to Olivia now, as far as this new 'friendship' was concerned. She reached across the sofa to pull her cell phone out of her purse.

“You're not going to do work now, are you?” Emma asked, anxiously. She rarely got to spend the entire day with her mother. And even though Natalia was tagging along with them, she didn't seem to mind. It felt good to have the other woman there.

For Olivia, the time had been spent making sure that she didn't lose precious ground to Natalia's seemingly insurmountable doubts and fears. But they had laughed and teased. And although they bickered back and forth and had done their best to 'one-up' each other in terms of cheap-shots, it no longer felt as though they were trying to keep score. She had no idea how long this truce would last once Antonio Rivera's decision was made about the merger of the two companies. She'd been pushing to make a stronger connection today, because she didn't know what to expect come tomorrow.

Now she wondered if she had pushed too hard.

She looked over to her daughter, who was still looking expectantly between her and the cell-phone.

“No... No, Baby,” she said assuredly. “I'm just going to call Natalia and see if she's ready to go.”

“Oh, okay.” Emma relaxed again, thankful that at least something was being done to help move them in the direction of the swimming pool.

“I never get any of my messages when this thing is on vibrate!” Olivia was completely annoyed to have missed at least seven calls and text messages. She flipped through the list of names and found that Andrew had tried to reach her, four times. If there was anything worth saying to her, Andrew would probably be the only one capable of saying it without the fear of losing his job or his head. She opened the first of his three text messages.

“My friend, Ashley... she has a cell-phone, ya know?” Emma said this tentatively, as she knew it was a subject that her mother had closed on more than one occasion. “She says it's because she just has to be in the...” Emma paused as she watched her mother's facial expression turn serious, “...know,” she finished.

Olivia had lunged forward onto the edge of the couch. Her left hand immediately shot up to cover her mouth.

In her mother's eyes, she saw shock and a bit of panic.

“Mom?”

Olivia didn't answer but instead her eyes drifted, out of focus, and she simply breathed out...

“Oh... my... god!”

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Andrew was on the phone with Greg. Greg was on the phone with a Springfield Daily News reporter. The newspaper had been contacted by a journalist from L.A., whom – after having been tipped off by the hotel's staff – had discovered what the wealthy hotelier from their town had been up to in California. The proposed merger had just become public, and the hunt for a comment from Olivia about the day's events was on.

“Greg, I have absolutely no idea what Olivia has to say about the issue. I'm not wearing three inch heels and snapping the heads off of unsuspecting employees at the moment, so it is very safe to say that I am not Olivia Spencer.” The completely stressed-out financial adviser flipped open his cell phone and simply pressed 'redial'. “Yes, I am extremely aware of the importance in finding her,” he shot back with an annoyed tone as he held the cell phone up to his free ear. “I have been doing this job for quite some time... I don't know what to tell them either. Just tell them that she's in a conference with her team and will not be available for comment until this evening... Hold on...” The cell phone only had to ring once and finally he heard the voice he had so desperately been needing to hear for hours now.

“Greg, I'm going to have to call you back, I've got her on another line... No! You can have her when I'm finished; wait your damned turn!” With that, Andrew hung up on Olivia's frazzled personal assistant.

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“What the fuck is going on?”

“Mommy, language...”

“Sorry, Baby... No, not you, you idiot. Emma!”

“What?” asked the little girl.

“No...” Olivia sighed, “Em, I'm on the phone with Uncle Andy, could you please sit down for just a moment?... Okay, I'm here. What happened?”

Emma huffed and sank down onto the cushion beside her mother. “You said you were calling Natalia”, the child's voice clearly conveyed her impatience.

“She shouldn't be far. Let me go see if she's in her suite.”

“I'm coming too!”

“Emma! Sit!... I don't know, Andrew. I thought I would hear my cell phone, but it was in my purse on vibrate... Yes, I know, never again.” Olivia had crossed the hall to Natalia's room and began to knock on her door.

“Mom, I want to go to the pool now!” The little girl had followed Olivia to the doorway. It was unlike Emma to misbehave, but her mother seemed confused and upset – two emotions that were swiftly transferring to the young child.

“Emma, for the last time, go and sit down. Now! Mommy is busy.” Olivia turned back around to the other hotelier's door and knocked loudly once again. “She probably got the message and is on the way to the hospital to check on his condition. If he's alert, someone should let him know that she'll be there soon.” Olivia silently wondered if it was a terribly selfish thing to be glad that she had not been stood up by the younger woman. Deep down she knew the answer to that question and she felt ashamed.

Her inner thought process had distracted her from what Andrew had said.

“What was that?” she asked as she made her way back to her own suite. She shut the door and walked toward her now very disgruntled daughter. “Well, I just opened the one text message; the message that said that he had been rushed to the hospital.” Olivia stopped her forward motion.

“Why?”

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It had begun as soon as he exited the hospital doors. The cameras, the reporters and the questions. Most people in his situation would have had trouble dealing with the media during a time like this. But not Mateo Rivera. While others might get lost in the confusion and chaos, not to mention the onslaught of many deep emotions, Mateo was in his element. This was, after all, the only reason he had put up with being a Rivera in the first place – the fame and the fortune. He loved nothing better than to schmooze with the paparazzi, just to see how many photos and interviews he could get published in the tabloids. His inherent charm and charisma had worked in his favor, and he was well liked by the media. And on this particular occasion, Mateo was quite pleased to see how many people were clamoring to get at him. So pleased that he nearly forgot which expression he should have been wearing and almost smiled.

Almost.


“Mateo!”

There were many voices calling his name, but this one sounded familiar. The young man turned around to see Jacques, who was motioning him to come back inside the doors. Annoyed at the interruption of the attention he was about to receive, he made his way over to the eldest Rivera's 'right-hand-man'.

“We need to find your sister.”

Mateo grunted, “No, you need to find the woman... I need to have a drink!”

“You haven't spoken to her?”

“Do I ever?” Mateo shot back, rather disrespectfully. He turned and looked back at the curious crowd that was seemingly growing by the minute. Hospital security teams were trying to keep everyone to the side to avoid congesting the pathway. “If you will excuse me, old man, I must make an exit.” He said, with an eerily excited grin.

As he turned to walk out the doors, both he and Jacques caught sight of a familiar car pulling up to the front walkway.

The figure that emerged did so in a hurry – the keys were left in the ignition, car still running. No handbag, nor cell phone. Nothing but a lost expression on her pale face.

The cameras turned to the newcomer, and the crowd surged immediately past the security guards who fought to keep them at bay.

Mateo rolled his eyes, and sighed under his breath as the young woman came their way.

“Fabulous.”

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“Where is she, Andrew?” There was no mistaking the expression on her mother's face as she spoke to Uncle Andy on the phone. Something bad had happened. This was all that Emma knew, and she was rapidly becoming just as anxious.

“I don't know if you've missed it, but half of California is looking for her right now.” Andrew responded.

“Where is who, Mommy? Natalia?”

“Yes, Baby. Give Mommy a few minutes, please...” she turned back to the receiver. “What hospital is everyone at right now?”

Emma's eyes went wide. “Is Natalia in the hospital?”

Olivia once again covered the phone with her hand and tried to calm Emma down. “No, Emma, Natalia is fine... well not exactly fine, but she isn't hurt. Okay?” Olivia ran her fingers through her daughter's hair a couple of times. “I'm sorry Mommy is being confusing, but it's very important that I talk to Andrew alone for a moment. Please, Emma, can you go to the other room for a bit?”

The little girl hesitated.

“Emmabug... Please do this for me?” Olivia waited until Emma slowly slid off the couch, clearly unhappy about being left out of a discussion involving their new friend. “Thank you, Sweetie.”

Olivia resumed her phone conversation.

Hôtel-Dieu Grace.

“Pardon me?” Olivia responded.

“The name of the hospital... Hôtel-Dieu Grace.


“How fitting.”

“She isn't there, though.”

“She just left my room less than a half hour ago.”

Andrew paused.

Olivia suddenly realized why, and she closed her eyes.

“She was with you?” Andrew said slowly.

Olivia sighed, “Yes.”

Huh... And you were together all morning and early afternoon?

“Mmhm.” Olivia shook her head, knowing where the conversation was headed.

“With your cell phones off,” Andrew stated, as he processed what he was hearing.

“Okay, listen...”

Nope!... Noooo!,” Andrew cut her off. “If you have any respect for me, you will allow me a few more long seconds with this visual.”

Olivia leaned back against the couch and pinched the bridge of her nose.

“And you aren't going to tell me that it's not what I'm thinking... are you?


“No, I am not.”

“Because..."

Olivia took another deep sigh. “Because it is... sort of... what you're thinking. Probably just a really censored, PG version, however.”

There was another pause.

“Woooooow.

“We'll talk about this another time, okay?”

“Abso-fucking-lutely!”

“Right now I need to find out where she is, and if she's okay.”

Andrew's tone became serious again. “I'll call Jacques. You get in touch with Greg before his pretty little head explodes.”

Olivia was just about to hang up. “Andrew?” She said in a much softer voice.

“Still here.”

She hesitated. “The other day... when I was talking about suddenly being able to care about someone else, and how I'm changing...” Olivia couldn't finish the sentence.

“Hey,” Andrew said knowingly. “I'll find out where she is.”


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The flashbulbs of a dozen cameras had disoriented her. She was vaguely aware that she had left the car running. She wasn't sure if she had even brought a purse or not. If she had, it, too, was in the car. There were voices calling to her from all directions, and yet, there was no reason to respond to any of them. She saw the front doors to the hospital and forced her weak legs to carry her towards them.

Natalia hated this hospital. She despised its familiarity.

Jacques and Mateo were standing just inside the doorway; she could see them waiting for her to get to them. Somewhere in her mind she thought that seeing family should have made her feel less scared and small. It did not.

As she opened the doors, she chose not to look at her half-brother, who she knew would be no source of comfort to her whatsoever.

Before she could speak, a member of the hospital staff came rushing over to her, giving her a list of credentials, explanations, handing her a sheet to sign... saying he was 'sorry'. She was watching his lips as they moved. They seemed to move quite a bit slower than they should be for the speed at which the information seemed to be flying at her. Nothing he said made any sense. Everyone around her seemed to be speaking a foreign tongue.

In the middle of the man's sentence, Natalia cut him off with the only words she could get out.

“Where is he?”

The gentleman looked a bit confused at the question. “Ms. Rivera... Again, I'm very sorry... Your father is gone.”

Natalia heard this, and understood. But she looked up at the taller man with a blank expression and a vacant stare. She felt as she had when she was five years old, and had gotten lost at the carnival: tugging on stranger's pant legs and asking where her Daddy was. No one could tell her then; they could see she was afraid, and no one could help her.

“Where is he?”

Glances were exchanged between the men at door and the gibberish-speaking hospital attendant. The next thing Natalia knew, she was being led down a narrow, crowded corridor. The buzzing of the fluorescent lighting overhead simply added to the chaotic cacophony going on around her. Joining in that jarring blend were the dinging heart monitors and I.V. machines. The wheels of medicine and food-tray carts screeched as they rolled on by, and rubber souls on the newly waxed floors were squeaking as nurses and interns rushed from one end of the hallway to the other.

So loud, she thought. Too loud.

While she did her best to force her legs to cooperate as they moved down the corridor, her mind had simultaneously begun its own painful journey.

To her left, she saw that one of the doors to an examination room had been left open. Inside, she saw herself as a six year old child sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, crying. Her arm was being placed in a sling as her father, unable to reach his daughter because of the nurse and doctor in his way, paced back and forth – speaking words of comfort in between a lecture about climbing trees.

She was quickly startled back into the present when two nurses came careening out of one of the rooms – nearly knocking her down – to tend to an emergency in another wing. She stumbled a little, but with the aid of the slow-lipped man who accompanied her, she regained her balance and continued down the path.

Through another opened door to her right, Natalia passed yet another upsetting scene. She saw herself again, but this time as a teenager. Angry and betrayed. Weak and frightened. Lying back in the bed, shivering, but not from the cool air. She was yelling. Screaming at her father to go away. To leave the room. To leave her life. Pleading with the nurse to go get security.
She felt the pain of that day and it was almost too much for her to bear – practically overwhelming in fact – until, suddenly, the hospital attendant stopped in front of another room. She didn't need to be told which room this was. As a nurse exited the room and the man moved her aside to question her, the door was slowly closing. Natalia caught a glimpse inside... and she knew.

As the nurse spoke with the tall man, Natalia moved towards the door and reopened it slowly. What she saw first was the food cart that she had brought up to her father's room the previous night. She could smell the spices from her dad's favourite dish that she had cooked for him, and could even sense the aftertaste of the wine on her tongue. She took in the sight of the haggard form, sitting slightly slouched over on his couch, as she had last seen him. Completely deflated. The once strong and admired man, beaten down by his life's choices and mistakes. Weary from the burden of his guilt.

She entered the room, just far enough for the door to swing closed behind her.

When the door had finally swung shut, the noises stopped. The screeching and squeaking, the buzzing and dinging. The jumbled words of strangers and the tortured montage of her own past.

Everything was quite. Still.

She was in the room in which her father had died. An empty hospital bed and herself. Nothing else.

Tears began to sting her eyes for the first time as she stood in the empty silence...

Alone.